The Heerdink-Stepek Cycle

  Can I just sit alone watching them for just a moment without their feeling my unflinching gaze a thing to be unwelcome?

I love to see the cattle of Scotland with their horns stretching to kiss the highs of heaven. Can I sit alone watching them for just a moment? Let me feel that I connect with something other than human thoughts all day, long enough for the Highland cows to look with pity on my face.

that sensation of power when the pressure builds & you know everything works your way. You breathe for what seems to be a lifetime. Nothing compares to the moment you finally see Judgement Day.

I long to see the castles of Scotland with their towers stretching to kiss the sun & moon so high in heaven. Can I sit on the throne for just a moment? Let me feel like I rule over something other than my own mind at times long enough for someone to run a revolt against my crown.

Good again , that sensation of release when the pressure lets go & things start working your way. You breathe for what seems to be the first time. Nothing compares to the moment you finally see that smiling face.

On the street ghost town dwellers Big Issue sellers no one there to lend a hand The streets are busy with memories of beggars with bowls and bustling train stations Help is on the way but not today or tomorrow. Today no hope, tomorrow will lack empathy but after that after that it'll all be good again.